FUCK U!!! MY FAMILY IS MAKING ME CRAZY!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

someday im gona move out!!! fuck!! staying at home makes me crazy, someday i will go to the mental hosp i tell u all!!!

atually, i m using comp happily, without no one troubling me!!! den my fucking sis came hm!!! fuck!!! WHEN SHE CAME HM, EVERYTHING CHANGED LA!!!! FUCK!!! SHE BATH FINISHED N SAY SHE WANT SLEEP, THEN I TOLD HER NO SPACE HOW TO SHIFT????!!! SHE SAY UR PROB!!!

FUCK HER KANINA!!!

DEN MY FATHER EXTRA, GO SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD, KAOBEI KAOBU!!!

NABEI!!!

TOLD ME TO GET OUT OF MY ROOM IMMEDIATELY N LET MY SIS SLEEP!!!

FUCK!! I STAY AT ROOM, GOT EXTRA DAO MEH??!!! WTFFF!!! THEN GOT CHAIR BLOCKED HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MOVE TO ASIDE??!!!

U WANT SLEEP, U MOVE URSLEF LAA!!! CHEE BY!!

DUN WANT MOVE DEN DUN SLEEP LA!!!

DUN BECOZ OF ONE "MOTHER FUCKING MALAY DOG BF" DEN DO THIS TO MY FAMILY LA!!! FUCK U!!!!
BF NIA MA??!!! ME MORE WORST OKAY???!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!! EVER SINCE U WIF DAT BASTARD MALAY DOG, U HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPY IN THIS FAMILY!!! N U HAVE CHANGED ALOT U KNOW???!!!!!!! CHEE BY!!!

LAST TYM U CARE BOUT GRANNY WHEN SHE WAS HOSPITALIZED, NOW LEHS???? DINNER TIME, DUN EVEN SAY "GRANNY EAT" !! WTF IS GOING ON??!!!!! FUCK U!!!!!

DAT MALAY GUY SO GD AH???? HUH??!!! U TELL ME??!!! FUCK U!!! JUZ BECOZ OF HIM U WANT GO DIE, U WANT GO COMMIT SUICIDE??!!! FUCK U!!!! DUN BE STUPID OKAY??!!! U THINK PROPERLY LAA!!! AS IF HE WILL FOLLOW U TILL UR REST OF UR LIFE!!!
2ND IN LEVEL DOESNT MEAN U R PRO IN EVERYTHING!!!! SEE!!! WHAT HAPPENED??!!!
NEARLY LOST UR LIFE OVER THIS KIND OF STUPID RELATIONSHIP!!! FUCK U!!!!

THINK PROPERLY MAN!!! IM NOT MAD BECOZ DAD DUN BUY FOR ME CRUMPLER, IM MAD COZ U!!!!! U!!!! N ITS U!!!!!!

JUZ A SIMPLE STUPID MALAY DOG CAN CAUSE ALL THIS PROBLEMS BETWEEN US, N ITS OVER OUR WHOLE FAMILY!!! FUCK U!!!!

THINK PROPERLY PLS!!!!

SEE!!! NOW EVERYONE IN THE FAMILY IS DIVERTING ALL THEIR FUCKING ATTENTION TO U!!! U NOT FEELING ANYTIN??!!!

NOT SAD???!!!! HUH???!!!! THEY R FUCKING SAD U KNOW???!!!

N THE WORST THING IS, "RESPECT"!!!! U DUN EVEN RESPECT UR DAD N EVEN MUM AT ALL???!!! FUCK U!!! THEY R LIVING BEINGS PLS!!!!! FOR GOD'S SAKE, RESPECT THEM!!!!
FUCK U!!!
THEY ASK U QNS, U LIKE FUCKING DUN CARE, LIKE THEY R JUZ N INVISIBLE BLOCK OF WALL!!! FUCK U!!!

U UNDERSTAND HOW THEY FEEL??!!!!

FUCK U!!!!

U UNDERSTAND THE PAIN INSIDE THEM??!!!!

MUM'S CASE KNOW, SHE PAIN TILL " MA MU " LERR, BUT DAD LEHS????? HE GIV U $$ BUY THINGS, YT U STILL DUN EVEN ANSWER HIM PROPERLY WHEN HE ASK U QNS!!!!!!!

WTF IS GOING ON???!!!!!

SOMEDAY I GONA TALK TO THAT FUCKING MALAY GUY!!! NABEI CHEE BY!!!

UR PAIN IS NOT ABLE TO COMPARE WITH DAD'S PAIN!!! U UNDERSTAND???!!!!
DO U FUCKING UNDERSTAND????!!!!!




IM SO FUCKED UP NOW, U BETTER THINK CAREFULLY FOR THESE FEW DAYS!!! N DUN BE SO STUPID, GETTING LEVEL2 IN SCH, SO???? THINKING OF SUICIDE OVER RELATIONSHIP IS DUMB!!! N EVEN PATHETIC!!!!!!!!




im done with all i want to say. fuck.

it's 6:43 AM now